ive taken over the kitchen table. its now my new desk. my family, the sweet hearts they are , put up with my not-normal -mummy behaviour. i had the whole day to myself today. that was very nice. it was so quiet. i had space to think. i went out for a few hours but my cold and sore head made me come back home again...which was a good thing. i put on my new dress and pretended i was at work in my studio. they say that works. you can pretend yourself into being real.
and then the kids came home again. my world returned. . tired and hot and happy.